To The Dearest In My World

At the core, substance and essence of life is Love. Without love, life is meaningless, aimless and worthless. Love is what makes creatures, including plants, grow, branch out, stretch, and soar high, and love is what make them self-give, self-sacrifice, gladly endure, totally commit and patiently wait .

Since we met to the time we called it quit, we walked across the years, we watered the forests, we built the dream castles, we harvested the memories, we stored the pain and considered it gain for the sake of love.

I lost you in the medley of time, in the web of priorities, in the intricacy of events, in the perplexity of thoughts and the jungle of intentions, and since then, I live lonely in the turmoil of regrets, in the maze of uncertainty, in the chaotic wilderness of lost love. I guess I was a bull in a Chinese red ragged shop as I placed all the fat in the fire.

On a dreary day, every thing stopped and remained stand still, and since, we became alienated, we parted without uttering our good-byes. If it was a silent farewell, how can I explain the fact that I lick my wounds, on one hand, hoping they will heal, and on the other, I want them to never heal, so they will constantly remind me of you.

Nevertheless, I am positive though we are not together, yet our souls and spirits are united forever, as we share each other in the secrecy of the nights, in the profound vaults of the heart, in the deep cores beneath the skin, More and more I do realize that I love you today as I did love you from the first look, the first whisper, the first touch and the first day, and I come to realize that I never loved anyone before and I will not love anyone after. I am willing to wait as I always feel that I am on a date looking patiently for the call.

If my letter ever reaches you, please consider it my plea with open heart and arms for your return as there was never a farewell. How could it be a farewell when the fire, inside, is till raging without control and the tumultuous emotions of longing are on a mad high gear speed ?

No matter where you are now or whom you are with, I will always love you and I left the lights on waiting for you, please come home…